Sadness coupled with loneliness is a very dangerous combination. It could make you do things that you never thought you were capable of doing.
You were an insane experience that it’s almost unbelievable to think that I have met you. You were an experience that I had been waiting and was curious about. It was insane how I trusted you as quickly as I did. It was the first time that I opened up myself to anyone like that and it surprised me how easy it was. I have no idea why, but I didn’t even feel any kind of nervousness when I saw you. It was just nice that I had you that time. I was acting differently. I had never seen that side of me ever until that time.
I was sad and lonely. I suppose you were sad and lonely. I guess we just needed someone that’s why it happened. We probably won’t see eye to eye again, but you made an impact in my life. It gave me realizations about life and connection. You gave me a story to tell someday once I’m ready. You made me feel excitement and, though it was temporary, still I felt happy. I felt good.