Hey! It’s been a while. There’s just so much that’s been going on in my life that I haven’t had time to write here or even visit this site. Or maybe I just didn’t have any inspiration to write anything, I don’t know?
Well now, writing here just seems to be the right thing to do. I wanted to update this site about something that I want to remember for the rest of my life no matter how it turns out. It’s something that is making me feel good and happy about myself right now. I obviously don’t know what the future holds, but I am being hopeful.
Sometimes it’s just funny how life works. It plays with your mind too much that you wouldn’t have any idea what to do. It plays too much that it forces you to just submit to its roller coaster flow. Then when you’re finally gets settled in with it’s messy ride, suddenly it doesn’t work against you anymore. Suddenly, it’s working in your favor. That’s kind of what’s happening in my life right now.
Life suddenly decided to work in my favor now.
Let’s just say that, Life decided to give me a gift that I’ve always wanted to have. Something that’s only been an idea in my head until now. And it’s amazing how it all happened. Very unexpected. In my whole life, I’ve only had disappointing experiences so it startled me how easy and light-hearted these all turnt out.
I don’t want to say much about it just yet, but just know that my heart is in a happy and contented place right now.
CURRENTLY…
Watching
TV right now. I rarely watch TV but tonight, instead of my usual Netflix shows, I ended up watching Pawn Stars. Pretty cool show to past time and also they give some interesting fact which is nice.
Writing
Apart from this blog update, I am working on another poem. Sooo, we’ll see if I’ll get to finish and publish it in this site.
Listening
Not listening to any music at this exact moment but I’ve been listening to Boy Pablo recently. Definitely from a recommendation because I wouldn’t be able to discover these good songs on my own. lol
Thinking
Of the upcoming Holidays. I still need to do some more shopping for Christmas. I already did half of it online. The other half, maybe next week? it’s so hard to think of presents for people.
Smelling
my left over bibimbap that I had for dinner.
Wishing
that the semester would just be done already. I’m so lazy to do anything for school right now.
Hoping
that my family and I would be able to celebrate Christmas in our new home. Honestly, that would be the best Christmas gift for my family if that happens because that marks a new beginning for us. I’m SOOOO ready to move!
Wearing
My usual night clothes: pajama dress. This time my purple Eeyore pajama dress.
Loving
where my head space is right now. I feel contented and relax. I definitely noticed that I don’t get sad as much as before anymore. I thought that was normal, I didn’t know that it was possible to have a better mindset than I had before but it is.
Wanting
to do better with my health. I’ve been really careless about my health lately. Most of the time, I eat and buy crappy expensive food.
Needing
Some more extra hours in a day. 24 hours is definitely not enough for me to balance work, studies, sleep, relationship, and social life successfully. I feel like i’m juggling 10 balls with my two hands.
Feeling
a little scared about the uncertainty of the future but definitely also super excited. Usually in cases like this, I tend to try to predict and anticipate what’s about to happen. I have these expectations that messes things up. But right now, i’m learning to just go with the flow and live in the moment. By doing that, I noticed that I feel more at ease and contented.
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Spread love, people! ♥
GEIA 