It’s late night and I can’t sleep. I decided to get my over-used and damaged laptop to visit my blog site. I feel nostalgic every time I read my old blog post and then I remember, well that’s the main purpose why I even started out this site: to immortalize memories and thoughts so that in the future I could look back and see how much have I changed as a person as well as how much have my life changed. However, I still have to do a better job on updating this site.
CURRENTLY…
Reading
Some of the slides from the summer class that I am currently taking.
Writing
a very detailed blog about the Orlando Trip that I had early this month. I’ve been doing it for almost two weeks now but there are just too many details that I wanted to put so it may take me another week to finally finish it. It becomes too long already that I don’t even think anyone cares and would take the time to read it lol. But I really don’t care because I know that in the future I would want to be able to remember exactly what happened in this trip.
Listening
Now playing: I see the light – Mandy Moore (Disney’s Tangled Theme song). Fact: Tangled is one of my favorite Disney movies ♥.
Thinking
about how confused I am about my feelings. I am currently having trouble about interpreting how I feel about some of the things that are going on in my life. I know I have to figure out this quickly and make up my mind but I just couldn’t understand what is going on with me. I feel like if I don’t figure out this soon I might potentially hurt other people and that is the last thing that I want especially when those people are the ones that I care about. I just don’t know what to do.
Smelling
my own stinky breath that smells like the spinach dip that I ate earlier. *gross*
Wishing
that I could have more days of vacation in Orlando. I miss it already despite the sticky hot weather there lol. Take me back please!
Hoping
for another round of travel before this year ends. Maybe somewhere cold? which is a good contrast from Orlando. I am also hoping to cross off more on my bucket list.
Wearing
a stripped body fit dress which I am wearing since morning. I’m always just too lazy to change.
Loving
the naps that I’ve been taking every afternoon whenever I don’t work. I always feel so rested after those naps. The only disadvantage is that, I sleep way later at night, which I am already used to, so it’s no big deal.
Wanting
for the month of June to slow down and keep July from coming so soon. I am not ready for it yet. Also, I want to go on a joy ride and have fun with someone but I never have the time or no one is ever available. Anywhere would be fine, don’t even need a destination just come with me, I’ll buy foods lol
Needing
a really, really, really good full body massage. I feel like my body is begging for it already.
Feeling
curious about what’s more to come in my life. I feel like my life is really like a roller coaster. There are times when its just chill, cruisin’ like it’s just going with the flow. Sometimes it brings me all the way on top that gives me excitement and overwhelming happiness and sometimes brings me down so fast that I couldn’t ponder how to feel that sometimes I just want to cry. It’s unpredictable because I don’t know when is it going to give me a chill time, a happy time or a down time. But its unpredictability makes me look forward for what’s to come. I used to hate it, but now, I’m kind of liking it.
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Spread love, people! ♥
GEIA 